GENERAL REBOOT.

its been a month since his demise. haha. and no, it doesn't get easier. we just have to live with it. it feels weird talking to a picture of grandpa, and then not getting a response.

sucks alot, actually.

anyway, many other changes have taken place. you get to see who in your life is here to stay, and who are just passing by. sometimes, you get confused with mixed signals that you just totally deviate from your objective. which is tragic.

but people pull back from their offroad track. people like me, who are lucky enough.

i'm going to do myself a favour, and kinda erase the fictional facade people have attempted to inject in my life. its really retarded, on hindsight.

when two different backgrounds and personalities try to engage in conversation, the conversation just starts to evolve into a life of its own. this life, haven't got any solid groundings. this life, doesn't even stand a chance.

hello vincent, you were kinda right.

when somebody relies on too many given chances, the one who handles these opportunities out freely becomes naive and stupid.

so good riddance, leopard(s).